A Pact of Ash and Thorn by Gael Ashen review

 

A Pact of Ash and Thorn by Gael Ashen
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

⭐⭐⭐⭐ 4 Stars
🚫No Spice

A massive thank you to the author for providing me with an ARC of this book. All opinions are my own and given honestly.

What happens when two old beings, skilled at repressing anything that resembles emotion, are thrown together and end up in a mystery style hunt for what is going on and who is behind it? You end up with a really unique book that is totally unlike anything I have read before.

I really could not help but love Bryn and Kern. For how old the pair are, the way they dealt with their existence was very similar. Both came across as very put together, calm, and focused, and at times like they were unshakable pillars. But once you pull back those layers as you read on, you see it. The walls built to help them exist and get by. There was something both relatable and heartbreaking about it. I found myself imagining being in either of their places, and it was like falling down a rabbit hole of what ifs.

The book had this awesome mystery crime feeling throughout, layered on top of a mythology and fantasy backdrop that really made it stand out. The story and its writing style were smart and adult. I very much doubt I would have been able to read this when I was younger. It would have gone over my head. But now, as an adult, I see the layers built and laid on top of each other to create a world that is both familiar and yet totally different, but only to those who can see it.

The words and events really made me pause and think, and I believe that if I had not truly dived into the book one hundred percent, I might have missed a lot of great things. I would say I would have loved more information about the Pale, as I did get a little lost a few times at the start. I am also not really a massive fan of third person, even if it is omniscient rather than restricted third person, but I did not hold that against the book because it was well done.

I really enjoyed the internal thoughts and getting a great view of what was going on within their minds, but it was within the silence, or the things not said, that really screamed the loudest. It was so smartly done. I really felt Bryn and Kern's age from the way they acted and spoke to how they carried themselves, but my total happiness came from the unspoken moments. For me, that was like a siren going off in a silent room. The want and longing were unmistakable, and it made me so focused on waiting to see what would happen and whether I would be giddy or sobbing at the end.

As the book started to reach its end, I felt like my heart was a jackrabbit bouncing around my chest. There were little moments that had my heart squeezing and me biting my lip. It was pretty magical seeing the slow lowering of the walls, and I was swept up in it and dizzy.

The ending really threw me through so many loops. I love the story and the progression. I would have loved more, but that is me being super greedy at this point. After reading so many books that have instant lust or are so fast paced you miss things, I think I found in this book that sometimes things do not have to come at you at breakneck speed. A lot can be read between the lines. Silence can be deafening. Care and love do not always have to come with a massive side of spice or instant gratification. They can be deep, slow, and steady.

Overall, I really enjoyed the book. It was totally out of my normal reading zone, but I do not regret reading it for a moment.

Likes:
Older leads
The mystery crime feel of the book
The slow burn and longing

Dislikes:
Was not totally into the third person writing style
The repetition of a few things, a few too many times

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